Today I’m grateful that in less than three months I won’t have to see this place the same way as I do now. Sure I’ll come to visit but it won’t seem like the death trap that it seems to be right now. In less than three months I can float freely.
No relationships that I can’t seem to lose grip of.
Just me in a whole new world, by myself…sounds so nice.
But I’ll visit, yeah I’ll come back and it won’t be a death trap anymore.
I feel like I love so deeply and other people that are around me, can’t. It’s not even an option of “don’t”, they physically can’t give every atom of their being to love.
Like I do.
I put everything into love because I have so much faith in it. Every atom of my being is in the love I give. I hurt so much inside because I have all this love and I feel like it’s leaking out onto the wrong people. Just the wrong people, man.
I need to pour my love onto somebody. I need to give someone this love.